I laid in bed until four this morning watching Lindsay sleep and biting my nails out of sheer anxiety - anxiety of leaving and going back to an unfamiliar place. I have to remember that I need the distance and its really good for me to be a little uncomfortable because I've been comfortable my entire life. I have this fear that I'll get so ( Read more... )

I should never write that nonsense with Ava looking down on it. Thats just scary and obscene.

Well, the subject kind of says it all. I hope you all had a wonderful evening and rung in the new year with good spirits, no pun intended. well, maybe a little. Oh, this entry is going to take you on a ride, my friends. My night consisted of extreme debauchery which is usually the case when parties occur over here. Too many bud lights then on ( Read more... )

Great dinner with the fam last night! Went to our country club which is a little too posh for my liking but its free, has great food, and a great comfortable setting for a relaxing night out. I had a beef tenderloin penne which was really good, but could have been better if it werent so rich. Good times. Ava kept us all smiling as she wouldnt ( Read more... )

Turns out Lindsay lives here now. She has kept it in real nice shape and even got the jungle juice stains off the tile in the kitchen! At least she's somewhat earning her stay. Her and Tara ruined me last night. They insisted on 7&7's and well, with the little strength i had they got their way and i am waking up feeling like total shit. I ( Read more... )

Well, I made my first friend last night. Rhiannon and I really clicked on our "date" to dinner and then back here to chill and listen to her jam on piano. She's very cool. Very petite. The first blonde I've kissed in, well, pretty much never unless you'd consider Suzanne a blond, but she was more strawberry. Anyway, we'll see if blondes have ( Read more... )

Plane reservations made today to go home Dec. 29th to Jan. 4th! Half the time with family, half with my friends. You're right. I will appreciate it ( Read more... )

I love being a guy! We can act dumb, but think intelligently and women will just think its typical "male behaviour". Rhiannon is a doll and I'm going on a date with her tonight to some swanky restaurant and then back here for hottubbing. I'm not that great looking of a guy, but I am surely capable of finding fast love. Lets hope these women out ( Read more... )

My best friend from high school, Jason Vandervoen, would be celebrating his 28th birthday today without the merciless hijacking of flight 175 on 9/11/01. God Bless old friend.

I'm sitting in a Starbucks at the airport waiting for Joey L to come pick me up and take me to the dealership to pick up my waiting Audi A4! :) The air is so thin here, its odd. I felt great this morning saying goodbye to my father as he dropped me off at the airport on his way to work. He cried which he hasnt done, well, hasnt done in front of ( Read more... )