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Great dinner with the fam last night! Went to our country club which is a little too posh for my liking but its free, has great food, and a great comfortable setting for a relaxing night out. I had a beef tenderloin penne which was really good, but could have been better if it werent so rich. Good times. Ava kept us all smiling as she wouldnt sit down and be still. She ate crayons, opened every packet of saltines and sugar, and stole the attention from everyone in the bar. She's sooooo friggin adorable. I worry about ever having children of my own because I know I'd compare them to Ava. And probably not a comparison my kid would win. :-/
My family asked if I still talk to Lindsay and I had to lie. I had to say I wasnt talking to her just to keep the situation on a lighter note. My father would be pretty upset if he knew Lindsay was living at my house. eh, one of them or me is going to have to budge and I have no idea where to begin. blah. i'm rambling. its friggin' 1pm and I'm just getting up and around. Pretty pathetic. Just getting my rest in before a crazy night tomorrow night.
Watching NU's bowl game this afternoon while L works. Nothing exciting.
I have no confidence in my decisions I've made. I'm considering flying Lindsay out for a week next month to bring a little big of Michigan lovin. Eh, time will tell.
I think I may have broken another floating rib while falling from the bed onto the corner of the bed table. I cant sleep on my left side. ugh, not again. I ski and board and crash hard every day yet I hurt myself in bed. Call me el bobolongo.
I always tend to know lyrics that sum up my situation at any given moment and today I feel like this:
Cold and frosty morning,
There’s not a lot to say,
About the things caught in my mind,
And as the day was dawning,
My plane flew away,
With all the things caught in my mind,
I don’t wanna be there when your, coming down,
I don’t wanna be there when you hit the ground,
So don’t go away,
Say what you say,
Say that you’ll stay,
Forever and a day,
In the time of my life,
Cos I need more time,
Yes I need more time just to make things right
Damn my situation and the games I have to play,
With all the things caught in my mind,
Damn my education I can’t find the words to say,
With all the things caught in my mind,
I don’t wanna be there when your, coming down,
I don’t wanna be there when you hit the ground,
So don’t go away,
Say what you say,
Say that you’ll stay,
Forever and a day,
In the time of my life,
Cos I need more time,
Yes I need more time just to make things right.
Me and you what’s going on,
All we seem to know is how to show,
The feelings that I wrote.
I really do love Lindsay. Its either my true feeling or else I'm dumber than shit and being played like a fiddle. I need some more women around me that I can talk to without receiving any recourse.
My family asked if I still talk to Lindsay and I had to lie. I had to say I wasnt talking to her just to keep the situation on a lighter note. My father would be pretty upset if he knew Lindsay was living at my house. eh, one of them or me is going to have to budge and I have no idea where to begin. blah. i'm rambling. its friggin' 1pm and I'm just getting up and around. Pretty pathetic. Just getting my rest in before a crazy night tomorrow night.
Watching NU's bowl game this afternoon while L works. Nothing exciting.
I have no confidence in my decisions I've made. I'm considering flying Lindsay out for a week next month to bring a little big of Michigan lovin. Eh, time will tell.
I think I may have broken another floating rib while falling from the bed onto the corner of the bed table. I cant sleep on my left side. ugh, not again. I ski and board and crash hard every day yet I hurt myself in bed. Call me el bobolongo.
I always tend to know lyrics that sum up my situation at any given moment and today I feel like this:
Cold and frosty morning,
There’s not a lot to say,
About the things caught in my mind,
And as the day was dawning,
My plane flew away,
With all the things caught in my mind,
I don’t wanna be there when your, coming down,
I don’t wanna be there when you hit the ground,
So don’t go away,
Say what you say,
Say that you’ll stay,
Forever and a day,
In the time of my life,
Cos I need more time,
Yes I need more time just to make things right
Damn my situation and the games I have to play,
With all the things caught in my mind,
Damn my education I can’t find the words to say,
With all the things caught in my mind,
I don’t wanna be there when your, coming down,
I don’t wanna be there when you hit the ground,
So don’t go away,
Say what you say,
Say that you’ll stay,
Forever and a day,
In the time of my life,
Cos I need more time,
Yes I need more time just to make things right.
Me and you what’s going on,
All we seem to know is how to show,
The feelings that I wrote.
I really do love Lindsay. Its either my true feeling or else I'm dumber than shit and being played like a fiddle. I need some more women around me that I can talk to without receiving any recourse.