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And here's where I break down ( Read more... )

Sometimes I go back and read old entries of my journal and search for clues, validation, signs, anything.
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Every time I see someone who looks like you somewhere, my breath catches and my chest starts to hurt with longing and I want to run and grab you and never let you go, never let you go away from me again, like I should've so many years ago.
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He cheated. Jerry cheated. My entire two year relationship was a lie, a waste. I was fine until I found out, confident, better than him. Now I'm a wreck, a hollow shell of a person ( Read more... )

Eleven years.
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My two year relationship is over ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do. I'm sick of everyone asking me about my relationship status and having to say that I don't know ( Read more... )

I feel like there's a target on my back at work. I just can't win. I'm trying to do everything right and I'm still being picked on. I was made a fool of in front of the entire jail today by a sergeant over the radio because my radio wasn't working and I couldn't reply fast enough ( Read more... )

Going to keep a lid on saying it for awhile. He's been kind of mean to me lately and this whole no intimacy thing ever kind of makes me feel like something's up and he doesn't want me and is pushing me away so I'll leave. I'm feeling like I'm being too needy and I don't like that. I don't like initiating every touch because then it makes me ( Read more... )