whisper words of wisdom

May 17, 2015 20:10

And here's where I break down.

Pull away, pull away. Distance yourself, close yourself off. Harden yourself, stop opening up. Protect yourself from the inevitable pain. Do it now, so you'll be numb later and it won't hurt so bad when things don't work out.

Let go little by little. Don't get your hopes up, don't ever think for one second you may get something you want. Analyze and re-analyze every single word and don't for one second trust in any of them, because you do not deserve it.

Put your phone down, turn it off. It's not going to beep. Leave it at home, don't sign on Facebook at work. Make yourself as unavailable as your emotions.

STOP CRYING, YOU FUCKING WEAK PIECE OF SHIT. Accept the fact that you will never be a wife or a mother or even just a girlfriend, because you are destined to be alone. Stop believing in magic and happiness. Start fearing time and mortality.

What doesn't kill us makes us stronger. I don't feel very strong.
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