Why can't I say it? I'm so retarded. I've had so many opportunities and it's all I think about. I look at him and all I can think is, "I love you, I love you, I love you," but I just can't get the words out. I'm too scared it'll mess things up. I haven't felt this way about anyone in a very very long time, and didn't think I ever would again ( Read more... )

Have you ever wanted to say something to someone but been afraid that they won't feel the same way? Can't do it first.

I don't know where to begin. I feel like I have so much to get out that there's too much to say ( Read more... )

I don't know what I want. I want everything and I want nothing. I want to finally experience what could maybe be the greatest love of my life, but then I also want to be with people who don't know anything about me. Everything in my head is in turmoil ( Read more... )

It's always been you and it always will be. To try anything different would just be in denial. Trying to find someone else is just trying to find a replacement you. I'm so sorry for everything all throughout the years. You're the one person who knows everything about me, and really the only person I feel truly understands me. It wouldn't be ( Read more... )

Well now it's official. He doesn't like me. He's dating someone else. No more wondering. I managed to hold it together just barely in class, couldn't tell you a word of the presentations, then lost it in my car ( Read more... )

So I have a little secret crush. It's kind of been going on for the most of the semester. So I finally admitted it to my other classmate, and we hatched a little scheme to get him to go out with me - she'd invite him out, then invite me out, and we'd all be there and yeah. Perfect, except when it came time for it, he didn't show. If he really ( Read more... )

I guess I should put my health issues out there. I've hidden them from everyone. I always think that if I admit to my problems it will make me seem weak, less desirable. So I push myself and push myself and ignore the feelings until it's too late ( Read more... )

So it's all unlocked. Go for it. Read it. Find out what I really said and thought. Does it matter? Will things change? Nope. Don't care. The ones who I still cared about could read it all along ( Read more... )

And it starts ( Read more... )