I feel liberated. I have cut the leash that kept me close to someone that I kept reaching out to that would not reciprocate. Here is a big middle finger to you!!! Everything will come full circle for you one day...whatever

^_^

Its been a month and half now and we are still running strong...I can only wonder how everything will fall into place when i leave...it scares me, excites me, and saddens me at the same time. I know I love him but will the distance tear me a part or will it only make us stronger...

I've reached CRITICAL level

After talking to him for about a year...I can't see myself with anyone else as of the moment, but why must I fall into the trap i always fall in....this distance thing. I don't know what to do. I wanna date this guy, be with this guy but a few hundred miles keeps this fantasy of mine in the back of my head....I hate it.

Ah damn...another semester over and done with. It is comforting to know that you have found your niche though and the fact that you may get your scholarship back. I hope I do, I have this feeling I am going to pull through with a good solid GPA this semester. I decided not to go back home for Winter Break and just stay here, yes I will be going ( Read more... )

December 6th was the marking of the 16th anniversary of my mom's death. It is crazy to think that it was that long ago. Not a day goes by that I think what would life had been like if she was alive and well today. Would she have been as accepting as my Dad was about being gay, I would like to think yes. I miss her, a lot. I think during this ( Read more... )

Eh, Birthday was yesterday...what a lame ass day.

Nothing was going right, but luckily I thank Thomas and Ashley for giving me a bag of candy...i love them

So now I am 20

See the animal in his cage that you built ( Read more... )

I have been angry for so long now ( Read more... )

So I am home for fall break...I do not know what to think of the past two days that have just elapsed. So many emotions yet nothing resolved. I am sitting at Starbucks being with my one and only Anna. I love her. It is great to be home....

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