WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME!? IS IT NORMAL FOR ME TO BE SITTING BY MY DAMN FONE ALL DAY, WAITING FOR IT TO FUCKING RING. AND THEN GET UPSET WHEN HE WANTS TO CALL ME BACK, BECAUSE HE NEVER USE TO DO THAT.. I CANT BELIEVE IM JEALOUS OF HIS FRIENDS, THOSE OF WHICH I HAVENT EVER MET..
i think i kinda figured out why im so fucking obsessed with being with someone.. with everything thats going on in my life right now i feel like i NEED to have that one person to always turn to, someone who you know cares for you.. i need to feel like i know that this person is gooing to be there.