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[smeared_black_]

WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME!?
IS IT NORMAL FOR ME TO BE SITTING BY MY DAMN
FONE ALL DAY, WAITING FOR IT TO FUCKING RING.
AND THEN GET UPSET WHEN HE WANTS TO CALL ME BACK, BECAUSE
HE NEVER USE TO DO THAT..
I CANT BELIEVE IM JEALOUS OF HIS FRIENDS, THOSE OF WHICH I HAVENT
EVER MET..

I GET TOO ATTACHED TO PEOPLE.
I MISS HIM...