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made the decision...
... and i feel guilty no matter the choice. i'm guilty of being selfish for keeping her around as long as possible ... and guilty of being selfish if i have her put down and won't worry about her every time she coughs.
i met with the Awesome Ex Wife (aew) today and we decided to call the mobil vet putter-downer lady to come tomorrow. aew wanted both ( Read more... ) -
wow so much
omg, do i really have to grow up now?
canihasyufmorepleez?
my awesome companion aka "the killa", "dam dog", "crack-mo", or the "precious mozzarella" is going to leave us soon. she's been with me everywhere ... i bring her to work and to any place where i am allowed to have my doggy. And if she couldn't go with me, i'd leave her in the car to watch ( Read more... ) -
tomato + splat = ketchup
it's beena while since i've last posted. yup. been mega hella busy. i figure being seriuos today WOULD be a great april fool's joke...
+ the big crazy work project(s) is starting to pay off. i very happy about that.
+ work checkbook has around $20k instead of ~$5k (and that's still "not much", scary... we routinely pay bills >$10k )
+ other ( Read more... ) -
new toys!
We went to Southwest Leather Conference and came away with two new "toys ( Read more... ) -
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Wow. We went and did SWLC this past weekend ... and it is as great as i've always heard.
We took the Lesbian Bean Stalk with us and she was lots and lots of fun. :-) LBS helped spark up me and katnmouse's relationship.
I sold one of my motorcycles. This is likely the last of the high value things in my life i can shed to get $ to continue operating my ( Read more... ) -
cell phone novels...
Wow, i didn't know this was happening. This New Yorker article is fascinating ... i'm such a girl ... i SO identify with a good bit of all this. The interesting part is that the cell phone novel is basically a rebirth of the first womens' novels from Japan, some 1000 years ago! Wired has something to say about it all too.
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life is ok...
yeah, i think it's ok. i'm finally believing that work is going to be ok. maybe not awesome as soon as i want, but ok at least. i've been working on a huge project and it's coming together nicely.
love is great... been cutting back a little on the secks because life has been so crazy, but we're all ok. a new friend is hanging out with us up here... ( Read more... ) -
Legislative Leaders Under Attack for Wanting to Overturn Prop 8
Hey Everyone!!
The hate mongers are stooping to new lows!! Please read below and ACT, whether you're in California or not!!!
-smashed
Legislative Leaders Under Attack for Wanting to Overturn Prop 8
Our community and our supporters continue to be the victim of outrageous, relentless attacks by proponents of Prop 8.
Now they are claiming that Governor ( Read more... )