made the decision...

[smashedagainst]

... and i feel guilty no matter the choice. i'm guilty of being selfish for keeping her around as long as possible ... and guilty of being selfish if i have her put down and won't worry about her every time she coughs.

i met with the Awesome Ex Wife (aew) today and we decided to call the mobil vet putter-downer lady to come tomorrow. aew wanted both

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[cracksback]

I can't imagine having to make this decision. It's very brave of you and it's what is best for her, just remember that. She is in pain, she's miserable and she will hold on forever and put herself through it as long as she can to just stay by your side. You are doing this for her. Don't feel guilty. All kinds of things to be feeling....you are losing your most loyal friend and constant companion. You have done all the right things.

You guys have all my love and thoughts with you tomorrow. My heart is so heavy right now. Hang in there.

[bestdckldy]

This is the right decision. My thoughts are with you today. I would love to see you.

[cerisefemme]

Oh honey, I know it's such a tough time. If it's something you are interested in, these people (http://www.friendsforevercremation.com/) were great when I had my Jolie cremated. They will come to your house for pickup as well.