i just wanted to make sure that someone got it. and not everyone has myspace or livejournal. and if you have a bunch of friends on myspace the posts go away really quick. are you guys moving any time soon? hah. everyone around here is. i think our house goes up within a week or so.
don't be so hard on yourself (ha i shouldn't be the one to say that) remember that you were not the only one who has had it hard being themselves and getting lost on the way. just look at me (i know hard, right) but i was made fun of bad too because of my jaw. some of the guys would tuck their chins to their neck and said that i looked like a retard or a fish and other shit like that (they're assholes) and then when i moved here in 8th it got worse and i didn't have a single friend or my sister. i got depressed and wouldn't really say much to my parents, and . . (story for another time, better to say in person) but you get the picture. and now it's different people at school accept me for who i am but not my parents so i act totally different around them and i hate it. i have to be 2 different people. **but you can change who you are, there is nobody else (except christ) that can. ya others can influence you but you have the choice of what you want to do or be. and you wont always understand (i sure don't) and then there'll be
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i was the one everyone picked on, made fun of, and called fat (actually Tub-Of-Lard was a common one from my "friends")
Why would your "friends" say that to you? I wouldn't take that shit from friends. I'd leave their asses. Maybe you should go to see a shrink to help you get through this, and to give you ideas on how to change things. You can always make your life better if you try. I always have something to say to your posts, don't I.
Haha Elliyoit. I like how you spelled my name. Well, always remember your life is better compared to other peoples. Your life doesn't seem to bad to me. You got lots of friends, you go to lots of partys, you have a car, a nice house. But I may be wrong. I don't know if I'm going to that show.
That dazed feeling sucks... especially when you come out of the daze & it hits you harder. I don't know what else to say. I hope you know I'm here for you.
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because people who mind don't matter
and people who matter don't mind
-dr.suess
much love, sam
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Why would your "friends" say that to you? I wouldn't take that shit from friends. I'd leave their asses.
Maybe you should go to see a shrink to help you get through this, and to give you ideas on how to change things. You can always make your life better if you try. I always have something to say to your posts, don't I.
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i didnt have any other friends. i was a loner icky kid until i moved to antioch. it was kinda like my new start.
thanks for commenting on my stuff shasha. theres an epidemic on friday. you goin?
-E
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