don't be so hard on yourself (ha i shouldn't be the one to say that) remember that you were not the only one who has had it hard being themselves and getting lost on the way. just look at me (i know hard, right) but i was made fun of bad too because of my jaw. some of the guys would tuck their chins to their neck and said that i looked like a retard or a fish and other shit like that (they're assholes) and then when i moved here in 8th it got worse and i didn't have a single friend or my sister. i got depressed and wouldn't really say much to my parents, and . . (story for another time, better to say in person) but you get the picture. and now it's different people at school accept me for who i am but not my parents so i act totally different around them and i hate it. i have to be 2 different people. **but you can change who you are, there is nobody else (except christ) that can. ya others can influence you but you have the choice of what you want to do or be. and you wont always understand (i sure don't) and then there'll be days when it hits you (sometimes really hard). Elliott you are a good person (corky, and a bit wild) but you most of the time have the right intensions. (sorry this is getting long) you should know me by now that i can't be mad at anyone for longer than 2 days unless you did something completely heartless and mean. But you didn't the thing i think you might need to work on is to pay attention to the people around you and be considerate of their feelings or what they think. well blah, bleep, blah you get what i'm saying and please don't stay away any longer! -Dom
dang that sucks. i would have kicked them in the jaw and then laughed at them!! hah.
naw. but this entry wasnt about me bein picked on when i was little. that was just the example i used. i was getting at the point that i get over stuff really quick, or stuff just doesnt affect me like it affects other people. I am overly optemistic. and its not a good thing. granted you will rarely ever see me express frustration (you know that one) its there i just dont show it. and it takes a lot to piss me off. a WHOLE lot. i dont think you could and you definately wouldnt want to.
hey, theres an epidemic on friday. its a concert in brentwood of local bands. $5 (they raised the price) but it should be ok. theres a mosh pitt and stuff if you feel like gettin hyphee but you dont gotta.
I wasnt disappearing (though its very similar when i do) i was just sayin we cant hang out as much. when you hang out with someone too much they get on your nerves a lot faster. and you tend to go into bickering or arguing. so we can still chill. (have you ever had someone stay at your house for like a straight week? didnt you just get annoyed to hell with them?! kinda like that)
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naw. but this entry wasnt about me bein picked on when i was little. that was just the example i used. i was getting at the point that i get over stuff really quick, or stuff just doesnt affect me like it affects other people. I am overly optemistic. and its not a good thing. granted you will rarely ever see me express frustration (you know that one) its there i just dont show it. and it takes a lot to piss me off. a WHOLE lot. i dont think you could and you definately wouldnt want to.
hey, theres an epidemic on friday. its a concert in brentwood of local bands. $5 (they raised the price) but it should be ok. theres a mosh pitt and stuff if you feel like gettin hyphee but you dont gotta.
I wasnt disappearing (though its very similar when i do) i was just sayin we cant hang out as much. when you hang out with someone too much they get on your nerves a lot faster. and you tend to go into bickering or arguing. so we can still chill. (have you ever had someone stay at your house for like a straight week? didnt you just get annoyed to hell with them?! kinda like that)
alrighty. and you thought yours was long? lol
ciao tabasco
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-E
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