So it's another day... but it seems much like the ones before it. Skipped school today and instead stayed in bed and watched movies till 2. It was great. I needed to break. Halloween was awesome! I was an Oompa Loompa and I had a blast!! Went to two parties... the rest is sorta fuzzy. Things with Heather... i have decided to just sit back ( Read more... )

So i haven't updated this in a while. Not a whole lot has been going on. Saw the eclipse today. That was cool. Heather, Som, Pat, and Jason came over today too. Party over at Sara and Jason's on Halloween... be there. Okay, this will be short today... i am tired and huingry and not really in a typing mood.

It's been interesting to watch my life go on these past couple weeks. I feel like I am sititng in the background and watching things happen. None of it feels completely real. But it is and I like it! That is all.

I am so confused. Why am I not running from this. I don't even know where to start. I really like Heather. I wish she could make up her mind and be with me and I wish I wasn't caught in this, but I am willing to give her time. It's hard sharing her ( Read more... )

I love my friends. I am learning that i should always be prepared for the unexpected. Like last night/this morning for instance. I woke up at 5am to my dog barking and people knocking on my door. So i answered it and was shocked to see 2 of my friends there... they had walked to my house at 5am to play wiht my dog and smoke me out. It totally ( Read more... )

Why can't more days be like yesterday? Probably cause I would get used to them and take them for granted. Yesterday was just one of those days where everything seemed right. The days started out with school in the early hours of the AM... and while I struggled to stay awake during my frist class, I actually felt confident in my second class ( ( Read more... )

Today I feel blahish. Not really sure why. Maybe I am worn out... maybe not. I woke up this morning (and i was actually somewhat alert for it being 7:30am) but as the day went on, I got a headache and felt nauseated. And then tired. I hope I am not getting sick. That would suck royally! Maybe my body is just getting used to being sober. I' ( Read more... )

Who ever thought I would be selected for a jury... much less enjoy it? Well I did. I was shocked to be selected. I never once thought they would choose me to help decide the fate of someone, but they did. It was such a neat experience. I am glad it is over, but I learned a lot. It was my first time in a court room and it was nice being on ( Read more... )

The problem with these journals is that i often forget to update. So I will try to remember all that has happened this past week. I was up in Tacma for a few days. My friend got married and i was one of her bridesmaids. It was the weirdest wedding i have ever been to... there was no emotion. It felt like they were forced into it or something ( Read more... )

So I have connections and I was able to get into the Marley Brothers show today... wow!! I think that is how i can best describe it. I don't think I have ever danced for such a long time. I tried to stop.... couldn't. There was so much pot, so many dreads, incredible music... ahh... it was good! Okay, that is all... just had to write before I ( Read more... )