Why the drama and confusion?????
I am so confused. Why am I not running from this. I don't even know where to start. I really like Heather. I wish she could make up her mind and be with me and I wish I wasn't caught in this, but I am willing to give her time. It's hard sharing her.
I just realized that this entry might be a shock to anyone reading this... btw, I'm gay. If you hadn't heard already, now you know. I've always known and tried to hide it. I don't think most people are too suprised. In fact, quite a few people have told me that they knew and were waiting for me to admit it. Come on, admit it, you knew.
Ok, shock over. So I finally meet someone that I connect with (which is rare) and then I get caught in this mess. Why can't things be easier???? I would explain this whole situation, but that would take pages, so I will leave it all very vauge. Anyway, I am tired. I think I will go smoke a bowl now and do nothing tonight. Peace.
I just realized that this entry might be a shock to anyone reading this... btw, I'm gay. If you hadn't heard already, now you know. I've always known and tried to hide it. I don't think most people are too suprised. In fact, quite a few people have told me that they knew and were waiting for me to admit it. Come on, admit it, you knew.
Ok, shock over. So I finally meet someone that I connect with (which is rare) and then I get caught in this mess. Why can't things be easier???? I would explain this whole situation, but that would take pages, so I will leave it all very vauge. Anyway, I am tired. I think I will go smoke a bowl now and do nothing tonight. Peace.