Had a fun night last night ( Read more... )

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So I've had a crazy start to this new year... 4 days in the hospital and getting my appendix out! YAY 2007! LOL ( Read more... )

sooo... I'm trying to keep upbeat and think of the posotive things in my life..... but why is it that every time I turn around I feel like I've made every wrong decision possible ( Read more... )

I still miss him..... even though I probably shouldnt........

I dont know what to do.... I tried so hard....

Why?

Why do I have to be me?

Why do I have to be such a bitch?

Why does he have to hate what we had?

Why cant he stand our friendship anymore?

Why did I have to treat him the way that I did?

Why isnt there anything I can do to fix this?

Why did he have to put poor Ali in the middle of everything?

Why did this have to happen NOW?WHY

I'm so confused... I wish I knew what was right....
I wish I knew why...
I wish that I knew what!

I wish that I could fix it all........

I need a job......... badly!
I owe my mom 150$.....

I need to loose weight...
I'm gaining it again....
I feel really fat......
fuck....

I dont know what to do..................

I hate myself sooo much all because you hate me too ( Read more... )

WHY?!?!?!?!

I just dont understand the problem!

It shouldnt be this big of a deal....

Yet somehow it is....

And somehow it seems like I've lost you......

And that's the last thing that I want...........

FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I miss parties...... yet somehow I always fuck up during them ( Read more... )