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I miss parties...... yet somehow I always fuck up during them......
ugh... I just dont understand myself and what goes on in my head... I wish that I could just go back in time and fix all the things that I've messed up... and all the times that I've hurt people that I love....
And this whole semi thing.... I dont even wanna go anymore... everything is just soo fucked up with it!
I'm soo pissed off about so much stuff in my life... there's so much that I dont understand why people do, or how they can possibley be so emotionless about some things....
idk... I give up........
ugh... I just dont understand myself and what goes on in my head... I wish that I could just go back in time and fix all the things that I've messed up... and all the times that I've hurt people that I love....
And this whole semi thing.... I dont even wanna go anymore... everything is just soo fucked up with it!
I'm soo pissed off about so much stuff in my life... there's so much that I dont understand why people do, or how they can possibley be so emotionless about some things....
idk... I give up........