so, ive hit rock bottom and picked myself up again. reasons i will not explain. all i kno is that i have an awsomely awsome gf now. we r soooooooo much alike its not even funny, and she actually likes me for who im am and i dont have to pretend. its an awsome feeling. the only downside is that i wont get to see her a whole lot cuz she lives in la ( Read more... )

ok, this journal is self explanitory. i came across this password to access this old name and i asked myself, "how long u think its been since the last time you have posted?" and there u have it.

yes, i kno. its been a while since the last time ive updated on this thing. well, sorry, i have a life.....well, i wish i did.........nvm that. newayz, in auto body (one of my classes) mr martinez has had me wet sanding, wet sanding.....and more wet sanding.......oh yeah, and some seat scrubbin. yeah, but we get to spray primer tomarrow on a dodge ( Read more... )

well, my life isnt all that interesting. all except the fact that i started readin this book last night. it likes to say fuck a lot ( Read more... )

im in this deep sleep when the next thing i kno, i have a phone call. its kevin......again. his response is "u sleep to late." after we had talked for a while bout a whole lotta nuttn, i wanted to say "can i go back to sleep?" but then i remembered that that is what the chick yesterday said and burned him. i didnt want to be too mean.....i mean, ( Read more... )

oh yeah, i almost forgot! i finally got ahold of tina after callin 5 times in the past 2 days and i find out that shes dissappointed that i hung up on her a 7:30 in the morning. i didnt even kno i was on the phone at that time. well, newayz, thats all.

I'm sowwy Tina! love!

so last night i spent the night at my friend, kevin's house. we stayed up til like 3 in the mornin talkin bout random stuff.....of course, him bein kevin, he liked my cuosin.....i little much at that. everytime i turned around he was tryin to get the picture of her outta my wallet. then hed say sumtin disturbin that i dont like to think bout family ( Read more... )

i didnt get to go to sleep til like 5 sumtin in the morning cuz i was too hyper and at that i had to force myself to sleep. then im asleep and i wake up with my brother standing at the side of my bed with the phone in his hand. i figure "hey, tina called" cuz u kno nobody calls me to wake me up but her, and thats cuz i ask her to. but in reality it ( Read more... )

All these things run through my mind at once. I dont kno what to think of first. All of this confusion is keeping me awake. Newayz, my friend, AJ, finally told this girl, Jordan, that he liked her (even though she moved already). Kevin is pist at me. Adam cant find the right girl for him, and now Tina's mom doesnt trust me. I love her sooo much, ( Read more... )

so, im sittin here, tryin to find the password and name to my other account and waitin for LJ to send it to me when i decide its time for a new name. no more waiting. well, as soon as i finish and they send me the email that tells me my info i save it under a folder. can u guess what else was in that folder? the frickin info from my other name. ( Read more... )