hmmmm....
so, ive hit rock bottom and picked myself up again. reasons i will not explain. all i kno is that i have an awsomely awsome gf now. we r soooooooo much alike its not even funny, and she actually likes me for who im am and i dont have to pretend. its an awsome feeling. the only downside is that i wont get to see her a whole lot cuz she lives in la vernia, but shes comin down here friday and saturday. personally, i think its better that way so that when i do see her it means that much more to me. well, yeah, thats about it for now. live life to the fullest.