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Your Depression Level: 68%
You seem to have moderate depression.
Your symptoms are bad enough that they're effecting your everyday life.
You would benefit greatly from professional help.

 ga~ga:  excessively and foolishly enthusiastic. ardently fond; infatuated.demented; crazy; dotty. Silly; crazy. Completely absorbed, infatuated, or excited.

Ooh LaLa

grey because I'm blue
ah, It's nothing new
and that's the worst part
this
again
WOW
hi there, been here
before
over
and over
again
and again
I come back
dragged back
pulled down
way down
beneath the salt and the sad
down here
in this black solo spot
only just always me and this and
it hurts
i could kill this
easy enough
but it's too hard
to end it
and just
give up
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 Dear Diary,

all I did today  was eat and lay on the couch.

literally.  

 ahhhhhhh....

fresh 
new
clean
open
breathe

change

live

love

move Forward

and away we go~

ahhhhhh, tomorrow it will all be over
and by all i mean, some of it.

frickin
stickin spickin

slkjalkdfjlajklweoiur8193(@P!!


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can't (but can) fucking believe my fucked self ( Read more... )

ednos

I DO NOT ACCEPT
IN LESS THAN SOMEONE
JUST AS REAL, AS FABULOUS

anxiety:
overwhelms
paralyzes
inspires
energizes
threatens
stifles
chokes

FUCK math.

oy vey Batman ( Read more... )