i miss my aimee doo.i never speak to her anymore.like she is busy and all.cool but she seems to comment back to everyone but me.wow!i am miserable and maybe thats why.i finally uploaded skype to my shit so i can talk to anyone now cool!to bad i hate sitting still as i talk on the phone my pops sent me a package it had a couple dvd's and a cd for my ( Read more... )

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my vows...I VOW TO NOT GIVE TWO SHITS ABOUT MY FAMILY AND THERE BULLSHIT!I VOW TO NOT ANSWER THE PHONE WHEN MY MOTHER CALLS WITH HER STUPID PHSYCO DRAMA!I VOW TO NOT CARE WHO ELSE BITCHES ABOUT THERE MARITAL PROBLEMS!I VOW TO NOT CARE WHAT ANY OF THE MOTHER FUCKERS SAY!!i get calls when shitheads get bummed and want to cry whine and bitch!sick to ( Read more... )

JUST WHEN IT IS BAD IT GETS HORRIBLE!YESTERDAY I SAW SOME OF THE SICKEST SHIT EVER.MY MOTHER IN LAW AND SON WERE OUTSIDE PLAYING AND SHE TRIPPED,FELL AND SMASHED HER HEAD FACE FIRST INTO THE BRICK UNDERPINNING OF MY HOUSE.IT TORE HER SCALP WIDE OPEN.I SAW NOTHING BUT A POOL OF BLOOD.AS SOON AS I SAW HER BREATHING I CALLED 911 AND PUT TOWELS ALL ( Read more... )

after a lot of thought i am glad i document these events that take place in my life.i had my brother over saturday night.poor kid herd nothing but fighting all night.and the next morning he got to see me be drug out of the house by my hair and locked out.not only was it only 7am but only foty degrees outside.needless to say i froze my ass off.no ( Read more... )

so last night i dreamed i was being ate up by snakes.not just any but water moccosins.ewww!i woke up talking in my sleep saying "aimee grab the baby and run."then wake up to realize i was crying.then i pass back out and dream that i was being burried alive and aimee was standing over my coffin with tears and nobody else was there.fucked up aye!?so ( Read more... )

well it's been a while but the need to update struck me this morning.without talking to anyone i have been struggling to gain a few pounds,i miss my curves and well my boobs.so i put on about six pounds recently.i was feeling pretty good about it then i hear suddenly,"hey bony gain some weight,your nasty".this from who other than mr.wonderful!or ( Read more... )

so yesterday i saw like five phsyciatrists in a tiny room with nothing but plane white walls and chairs in the room.instantly i start getting all nervous.they ask why i'm there and i explained.the history of my mom being on crack,drinking.the emotional abuse of my childhood.i talked about my real father and how he als did drugs,and i grew without ( Read more... )

i had such a bad few days.saturday i thought for sure i going to get fucked up.never hadve i been so terrified of another person.i hope i never will again.me and mine were fighting and it was over him telling me i spoil my son too much and he was going to break it. the thing of it is the night he tries to break the sleeping cycle of the baby ( Read more... )

i had it out with my sisters so called friend,i call her a foe.actually it rymes with foe.she put there friendship on the shelf like it wasn't shit.i never liked or trusted her methods anyways.that was the first thing i read on live journal thismorning so i told the bitch off.then realized she lost out on a very good friend her bad.then she wanted ( Read more... )