"Follow me to a beautiful somewhere, a place that I can share with you." -- Yellowcard

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It's surprising to me that I'm so worried of getting into a good college when most of the time, the people that surround me are entirely...off.  I mean, seriously now.  These girls with their pretty hair, perfect skin, and zero brains walk around like they own the place.  Well girls, you may own high school, but you'll never make it to college.  :o ( Read more... )

We made up again, and everything's alright.  :o)

I don't write enough in here, and still you guys are just plain wonderful to me.  Thanks a bunch in advance for all the wonderful comments and lifter-uppers--you guys are amazing times forever and more.  <33  No really, you are.

The last week was awesomeee.  This was the first weekend in a long time ( Read more... )

The most wonderful things come out of the bad, but today I'm feeling especially depressed.  I don't know why because I was actually kind of happy.  I guess seeing my best friend hurt makes me want to cry for him.  I want to see him smile, even if it would take a thousand years of grief for me.  I want to make sure he's always okay.  I know he'd do ( Read more... )

Wow. It's been a long time. I owe this place a post. But today, I am extremely tired. I had to go to work AND practice. Ick. But driver's ed is almost over!!

So this isn't really an update. I promise one tomorrow. Well, at least I'll try my best to come back tomorrow! ;o)

10 Reasons to Love Him
1. The way he's always in my dreams.
2. The way he's always there when you need him.
3. The way he smells when he hugs me.
4. The way his eyes shine in the moonlight.
5. The way his voice comforts me wholly.
6. The way he makes everything seem good.
7. The way nothing shakes his confidence.
8. The way he jokes about love and ( Read more... )

Hey kiddos.  I'm actually watching American Idol right now.  I must admit though that I have not seen an episode since the first few auditions.  Those are the best ones -- all the horrible singers that make me laugh and whatnot.  Like William Hung, whom I still think is as horrible as he was.  I think ir's a pretty big joke that he got a record ( Read more... )

I'm just oh so HAPPY right now, and I couldn't explain why.  I am in just such a wonderful mood.  Maybe it's because I just found out that tonight's practice is cancelled?  Or maybe it's because tomorrow is the truly amazing WGI regional I was talking about before?  Or maybe it's because...I'm in looove?  Hehe.  Either way, I'm just really content ( Read more... )

You know when you get really drunk to the point where your eyes are shot? When you can no longer control how you feel? When you get drunk enough to fucking fall all over the place and still not give a damn? Yeah. That's how I feel right now. Mind you, I haven't taken a single sip of anything alcohol. I guess you can call me an Alcoholic ( Read more... )

I had a good day today. I don't have much of those. Not lately at least. Despite the fact that vacation is over, and that I don't get another one for a whole seven weeks, I think I'll live. I already earned 12 of my 540 points in Civics this quarter. I haven't lost any yet! :o) My persuasive essay is absolutely horrible to the max. Like, I ( Read more... )