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The most wonderful things come out of the bad, but today I'm feeling especially depressed. I don't know why because I was actually kind of happy. I guess seeing my best friend hurt makes me want to cry for him. I want to see him smile, even if it would take a thousand years of grief for me. I want to make sure he's always okay. I know he'd do it for me. Oh man, I know that he would do it for me...
Nick:
The past weeks were unreal. It's still a blur, I swear to you. We had so many great times and so many bad times. And we survived, baby, we survived. All of those wonderful trips up to Norwalk to spend time with you, even if it was after work, schoo, or even practice. All those times you actually drove me down to practice, hahah. And the times you drove down here to visit me just so I wouldn't have to go to visit you. It's been an amazing little adventure. You're unbelievably fun, undeniably awesome, and unignorably cute. :o) And to tell you the truth, if I could I would do it all over again. It was fun while it lasted though. But good times and bad, baby...
I'll still always, always, always--from the bottom of my heart--love you. And no one in the world can change that.
January 28, 2004 to April 7, 2004. <33 Wow. That was quite the long time.