after what, 5 years? something like that. i made a new livejournal. whathasntbeen. add me.
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i've spent today cleaning. i changed my sheets, swept my floor, picked up all my clothes, put stuff in the closet, and did some laundry. i plan on showering soon. maybe even writing later. simple and clean ( Read more... )

2009 is breathing seductively down my neck right now. 2 hours and 30 minutes. I love the feeling a new year brings along. Everything about this one seems not just new, but special. I have a true clean slate: a new home, a new love, a new job. I think, to date, 2008 has been the most challenging year of my life, mostly because everything that went ( Read more... )

it's almost christmas. I'm not done shopping. I'm working everyday up until christmas. stupid hours. like 3am and 4am. it's supposed to freaking blizzard this whole weekend, which blows cause that means i'll be walking in a snow storm cause diane doesn't drive in snow. oh well. i just really need to invest in some boots haha ( Read more... )

i'm doing my best not to completely freak myself out by my insane stack of bills. okay, it's not really that insane. which is why i'm trying to calm down. it's just overwhelming i guess. mostly because i just want to pay them all off at once...but that's just impossible. i make more than enough money to pay for all this...i just need to remember ( Read more... )

I'm so perfectly content with my life right now. i'm moving out and moving into matt's. i'll get to paint my room whatever color i want for the first time in my life. that's more exciting than you could ever imagine. twilight comes out on friday. becca is coming down. corey is an awesome boyfriend. i baked a cake yesterday. my job is pretty great. ( Read more... )

my long awaited trip is finally here. i'm so excited i don't know what to do with myself. i'm pretty sure there won't be any sleep happening tonight. especially since i have plans to hang out with corey when he gets out of work at 10. and then he wants me to drive to new hampshire with a bunch of people to get people to come out and vote or some ( Read more... )

it smells like stale cigarette smoke in my room for reasons that are beyond me. the patriots are winning right now and aren't playing like complete sped muffins, and that makes me excited in my naughty reasons. (my one complaint is with the defense. cassel has been sacked like 10 times. protect him you jack asses ( Read more... )

outside it's fall. it's really fall. not like previous years where we've just gone from summer to winter in a day. i can look outside and watch the leaves die their beautiful rainbow of death. i can open my window and let in the fresh crisp scent of cold air. this will be the last new england fall i experience for a while, so i plan on soaking it ( Read more... )

I'll be your friend in hell, until then I despise you.
And I probably always will.
I can't afford to make another mistake like this,
'Cause this is more than I can take.
I don't mean to leave angry, this is by your own devise.
I'm sure this comes as no surprise.