So why is it that, when we think we have finally found it, it disappears just as quickly as it began. I want him, I really do want him, but for some reason he believes that it wouldn't work because of some personality differences. I don't know how to interpret that. He loved me, I know he did and knowing that he still cares for me is not the same ( Read more... )

Alright, so what is there to say? Oh yeah, one last exam tomorrow at 1pm and I am finally done for the semester. I will be working tuesday thru friday every week and going to try to get myself to go to the gym almost every afternoon, which I think would be good for me. I have to start buying some black and white film and color to carry my camera ( Read more... )

Too much school and too little time. I guess it's just simply my fault for signing up for 6 classes. I mean, yeah I'm passing them and getting all my work in on time, but I think I am very close to going insane. Thankfully teachers set due dates back a little so I at least have time to take a deep breath. I guess I'm just getting myself stressed. I ( Read more... )

Ayer por la tarde estuve con este muchacho que ya he mensionado que me gusta. Estuvimos hablando en una banca enfrente de su apartamento. Tranquila mente mientras el seguía tocando su trompeta. El asusnto donde viene lo del títula de hoy es que antes de irme me dio un gran abrazo como siempre pero no solo eso. No me aguante y lo besé tambien. Bueno ( Read more... )

Hay, ya no se que hacer. Estoy tratando de no meterme. Me sigo diciendo que tiene una novia... pero aveces es como que no existe. Por lo menos hasta que lo empieza a llamar y todavía estoy allí. El me gusta... y mucho... y lo quiero mucho. Estoy tratando de no dejarme quererlo más ( Read more... )

I have no idea what the heck I want to do anymore. I seems as if whenever I have a plan, it all goes to shit for one reason or another. I mean, right now I plan on just basically getting an internship for this summer and finishing my major. I don't really care about graduating next spring. What I really wouldn't mind is a major change of scenery. I ( Read more... )

Oh jeeze, this day so far has been very long. Let's see... I got here a little past 8am and then went to one class at 10am. That's all good, but see, then today I don't have the lab part of my class that I have tonite... sooo therefore I'm stuck here from 11am... it's about 2pm right now... till 7pm with nothing to do!!! I'm too lazy to read ( Read more... )

Heh, alright, so I was maybe hoping someone would show up this morning...heh. Well, unfortunately I'm here at the commons all by myself. I figured I should get here early even though my class doesn't start till 10. But I'll only be here for a little while longer before I go do a few stuff before class. But hopefully there'll be someone or another ( Read more... )

Wow, how long ago was the last time anyone i know played monopoly... including me ( Read more... )

So I haven't written anything in a while. I mean, nothing interesting. I didn't get to see my boy the second half of the week he was still here because he had to work with his dad and all. He left sunday morning like at 4am. I was really hoping to see him at least one more time, but I guess that didn't happen. So now he's off to Iowa and not a clue ( Read more... )