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Smurfs.
Gee I'm wearing a lot of blue today.
Pretty much from head to toe.
Now I'm reminiscing about the smurfs. haha. -
Best friends forever, that's what they said.
I've been reading through HIS old journey entries. And almost daily at that, I'm sure that makes me sound silly. But I miss him. I miss every memory, every smile, every tear. I just miss every single moment. So I guess, I can't help myself from re-reading them. Pages of thoughts filled with emotions, laughter, and pain. Things I'm not willing to ( Read more... ) -
Fuck you anorexia.
I want to scream that this problem with food is way too out of control ( Read more... ) -
Drunk.
I'm drunk and my mind is going crazy.
"And I said maybe, you wont stay.
And it doesn't matter. Cause lately,
cause lately I have changed. And I feel
much better. But sometimes does your pain
become to much for you to bare. And sometimes
do you run away."
Good band. Urgh. I thought drunkness would make
me feel better. FML! FML! FML! Yup fuck -
And it makes me wonder why.
I'm going to drown out my sorrows, if that's at all possible.
Here's to hoping I don't cry uncontrollably. Here's to hoping
that things start looking up. Because I'm sick and tired of being
torn up. Maybe? I can only HOPE. Because it all feels like it's just
way too much to bare. I'm broken, and I need to be fixed. -
Things I feel at this very moment.
I feel so fat and ugly right now, what's new ( Read more... ) -
Gained, whatever I enjoyed my mothers day. =]
I hope everyone enjoyed there mothers day. =] I sure did. My son made waffles for breakfast, I of course did eat them. I thought it was sweet. It was the best mothers day present. He put a lot of hard work into that mother's day breakfast.<3 I love him. Although I'm glad it's now Monday. Because I'm sure I've gained. Now it's just losing those few ( Read more... ) -
Will I ever be ENOUGH?
You've seriously got to be 100%, absolutely fucking kidding me. Why is it that people never seem to surprise me, and not in a positive light. I'm sick of fake people. I'm sick of liars. & I'm sick to death of being hurt. Why is it that people just can't take the time to understand certain things about me. Shouldn't you at least make a solid attempt ( Read more... ) -
Oh my god.
GRRRRRRRRRRRR!
Oh please. Have I told you that you frustrate
the living hell out of me? Okay, well I did now.
What the hell ever, seriously.
You're a big fat jerk - FACE. -
For fucks sake.
My skin looks like crap. It's pale and ashey. My eyes have black circles, although I'm getting enough sleep. I'm getting "thinner" and I don't see it. I feel gross. I just feel fatter, more worthless. The emotional negativity I feel is awful. I couldn't describe it, and I wish I could. I've discovered I strongly dislike the mind set of young girls ( Read more... )