puke puke then thank god i didn't have this child

[skeruf]

so I was up all night and in order to stay awake today I have been doing everything i can think of.  one of which happened to be read my "diary" from this last year.  i found two times where "SHE" was "worried" about being pregnant, but from other people.  i think of everything i did and gave to her and i feel like a bitch.  she basically took my

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not the same girl

[anonymous]

unfortunatelatly <-sp.... i wish it was because at least she was decent to me.. she left and wouldn't talk to me but we talk now, but at least she was with me, not just fucking me and taking my money! if you look at lj my friends and read "faithfuly" of "faithfulleigh" not sure, but i read it this morning, she did a lj because of me and stopped after me. no this was another girl and well, i hate to say it but i was totally sold, the best day was when she came to my place and gathered up clothes and said " i am taking these to wash them because i want you to wear clean clothes and i want to see you wearing this" or something. she was just so damn amazing. all the things i thought a woman would hate to do she did, because "she wanted to make me happy" leigh never came close to doing any of these things, she wanted to cook, clean, launder, and basically serve me, but she totally got off on it, it wasn't like any other woman i ever known. i just wish i hadn't gotten so invested. My biggest problem <-- i seem to say that alot

sorry that is long as shit

[anonymous]

also the site made me delete about 1 third before i could post. i lost the rest. but the last part was thanks for taking time to read and respond to me!