I did it. I saw him and had it taken away. No more safety net. Cold turkey. It feels awful. Like there is nothing in between me and Rotschrecht ( Read more... )

 I loved Christmas as a child. The atmosphere in town was always magical, the buskers and decorations. Buying presents for everyone I cared about. I did not think about presents this year. I wish I had, I did not realise that friends would get me things until they did. It made me smile so much receiving them ( Read more... )

I am glad to hear that we are all very adult and grown up, so we can deal with our issues on our own. Like a small child crying for their mother when they can't have it their way.  Also I am his am I? I will have to prove to him otherwise, it makes my skin crawl to think of people telling him it ( Read more... )

 So Aaron fed from her. I should not be surprised. I should not, I suppose,  be surprised how much further insult he has paid me since either. I am associated with him no longer and the only person to tell me this is a bad thing has been Aaron himself ( Read more... )

So Roxy is now livivng in Aaron's haven. "Someone needed to take her in hand" apparently. Has he not realised that that is exactly what the Crone are trying to do? "Gave her my blood to reassure her" yer right, you can't pull the wool over my eyes that easily. Drinking a more powerful Kindred's blood may be enjoyable but it wouldn't reassure her.  ( Read more... )

Court was interesting this month. It so good to have another Lance around. Jim Sunny is really nice and very knowledgeable. I think we can make some progress in the domain now. Finally.  Also Archbishop Tiberius was there, he's really scary!  Creepy in the extreme, but clearly very wise and very powerful. He offered to teach us both both some ( Read more... )

 I have a job! I can finally make a decent living! I am so happy, I wish I could have achieved it myself, but I am glad still. Aaron recommended me to one of his music people who need a violin, so now people are putting work my way. Aaron said his friend was really impressed with me ( Read more... )

 There seemed to be a lot less Kindred at court this month. I don't know why. Maybe it was the lack of Mister Hawkins' presence, or the fact that we only had one visitor from another Domain.

Our visitor was Marcus of the Carthian movement. Aaron doesn't seem to think much of him, but then since when does he like anyone of his own Covenant? ( Read more... )

 So having chatted with Aaron the other day, we decided to have a go curing me with a different, less complicated method. It has worked I think. Well it has worked, it just feels... fragile. Like it could give way with the next heavy rainfall. It is a little worrying, but at least I can function properly for a time ( Read more... )

Just over a week until Court. I am truly looking forward to seeing just how things lie at the moment.  I have been getting the news through word of mouth of course, keeping up with things, but it's definitely not the same as actually being there ( Read more... )