Feb 08, 2011 18:49
I did it. I saw him and had it taken away. No more safety net. Cold turkey. It feels awful. Like there is nothing in between me and Rotschrecht.
I thought I could fix it myself, with the help of someone who knew about stuff like that. But finding someone I can talk to is hard. Maybe he will be able to help me find someone. I don't want anyone else to know though. Maybe his friend will be able to help. Maybe I'm just putting myself in danger.
I want to be free again.