so I stumble there, along the railings and the fences
Who: Blaine and Kurt
When: Placed the day after this.
Where: Coffee shop.
Summary: Blaine and Kurt finally have a talk about what happened between them and where their relationship is heading.
Warnings: There will be talk about dub-con. Possibly triggering, please tread carefully. Also, they might talk about infidelity, depending on if the kiss is brought up again. In the end, they will most like still be heartbroken so if you're looking for the happy ending between these two, this isn't that. Yet.
Blaine got there at 10:30 because he was so nervous. He was supposed to be getting sleep in the morning but he just laid on his couch and stared at the wall, trying to calm the nervousness in his stomach, to let go of the thoughts that would effect his powers.
He waited for Kurt outside of the shop and wondered if this was the right choice. His fingers rubbed at his hands, thumb tracing along the side of his palm. The needed to talk, that much was obvious, but what if this ended up hurting Kurt even more?
Since the fight, Blaine had been trying to cover up his emotions. He was learning to control the abilities that kept wanting to go crazy every time someone mentioned Kurt's name or asked about what he was feeling. Instead of focusing on his pain he threw himself into humor and music. He managed to talk to people by asking them questions about their worlds and joking around with them instead of thinking about what he was experiencing.
The problem was that inside, he hated himself more and more every morning he woke up. It was so stereotypical, that stupid teenaged angst, but after what he had done he didn't know how Kurt would ever want to see him again. He felt the same kind of desperate uneasiness that he had the entire time he was with Kurt after he had gotten the black eye.
Blaine's cheek tingled from where Kurt's lips had touched him before he left, reminding him that Kurt wasn't necessarily as disgusted as he was, but Blaine still didn't know if they would be able to ever get back what they had before. Just thinking about touching Kurt filled him with a sense of horrible dread and made his gut twist up in painful knots.
When: Placed the day after this.
Where: Coffee shop.
Summary: Blaine and Kurt finally have a talk about what happened between them and where their relationship is heading.
Warnings: There will be talk about dub-con. Possibly triggering, please tread carefully. Also, they might talk about infidelity, depending on if the kiss is brought up again. In the end, they will most like still be heartbroken so if you're looking for the happy ending between these two, this isn't that. Yet.
Blaine got there at 10:30 because he was so nervous. He was supposed to be getting sleep in the morning but he just laid on his couch and stared at the wall, trying to calm the nervousness in his stomach, to let go of the thoughts that would effect his powers.
He waited for Kurt outside of the shop and wondered if this was the right choice. His fingers rubbed at his hands, thumb tracing along the side of his palm. The needed to talk, that much was obvious, but what if this ended up hurting Kurt even more?
Since the fight, Blaine had been trying to cover up his emotions. He was learning to control the abilities that kept wanting to go crazy every time someone mentioned Kurt's name or asked about what he was feeling. Instead of focusing on his pain he threw himself into humor and music. He managed to talk to people by asking them questions about their worlds and joking around with them instead of thinking about what he was experiencing.
The problem was that inside, he hated himself more and more every morning he woke up. It was so stereotypical, that stupid teenaged angst, but after what he had done he didn't know how Kurt would ever want to see him again. He felt the same kind of desperate uneasiness that he had the entire time he was with Kurt after he had gotten the black eye.
Blaine's cheek tingled from where Kurt's lips had touched him before he left, reminding him that Kurt wasn't necessarily as disgusted as he was, but Blaine still didn't know if they would be able to ever get back what they had before. Just thinking about touching Kurt filled him with a sense of horrible dread and made his gut twist up in painful knots.