What am i supposed to do?

[sir_iron_soul]

Ok, for once i'm gonna cut all the bullshit out of this. I (on a normal basis) would be at least partially witty and charming, but i can't stop the (well, for lack of a better word) screaming in my head. To be quite honest i'm getting pulled in all sorts of directions. I (as well as many other people im sure) have parts of me i dont talk about, i.e

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[kettsevilpaul]

if you need to tell more, im more than willing to listen and support you : )

[sir_iron_soul]

thanks baby, but i think its more if you want to know more about me, you have to drag it out of me. Cause its all stuff you know i dont talk about. I'm willing to talk about it, but i cant usually get myself to bring it up. Sorry :(

[kettsevilpaul]

dont be sorry. i think ive opened up enough wounds for you and im just gonna keep my mouth shut.

[sir_iron_soul]

*sigh* look, i'll be fine, i truely hate to say it but i really dont mind telling, especially you. But as you know, its not just something i can bring up, so if you want to know, i will tell you. It's just i dont want you to stress about my crap, and i dont want you to feel you cant talk about anything with me. Sorry im so stupid. :P