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Church
I went to church tonight, it was actually really nice, the guy preaching said something I really liked and have probably not applied to my life, he said 'We have to enter God's presence to change not change to enter God's presence', I really liked that, I think for a long time I've been trying to change to make it ok, to make it that I wouldn't ( Read more... ) -
I don't know if I've felt this way before.
The other night I watched two of my friends(husband and wife) sit together and hold hands, she gently and soothingly rubbed her thumb up and down his, a act so simple but with such care and love, it really made me want someone. -
Feeling Comforted
I went to Bible Study last night, I wanted to tell Michael I was gay but I just don't know if that is true ? I haven't had sex with a guy(or a girl), do I have a sexuality? I don't know if I can trust Michael, he's a nice guy but that's something different. When I left Paul always gives me a hug but last night he really held on, I think he could ( Read more... ) -
That one step over
I guess I'm constantly confused, about my sexuality and my spiritual side and about this worlds judgements and acceptance. I always feel I'm fence sitting, I don't want to embrace this gay side of me but there is always temptation right in front of me because there are so many hot guys. I've never had sex so I couldn't say I wouldn't like it and ( Read more... ) -
Stuart
Stuart left for Australia for a 6 week holiday today, I'm going to miss him. Stuart is a work friend, he is so hot and me and another co-worker think he may be bisexual, even if he were he wouldn't be interested in me, but he is so cute ( Read more... ) -
Introductions
I suppose I should introduce myself, my name is Peter but most of my friends call me Petey. I'm a nice guy, I tend to be over emotional and can be hurt easily by others words ( Read more... )