Feeling Comforted
I went to Bible Study last night, I wanted to tell Michael I was gay but I just don't know if that is true ? I haven't had sex with a guy(or a girl), do I have a sexuality? I don't know if I can trust Michael, he's a nice guy but that's something different. When I left Paul always gives me a hug but last night he really held on, I think he could tell I had some turmoil going on, I really came so close to crying while he was holding me.
I bumped into Simon in town, I haven't seen him in a little while which is good because he is my first major crush. He seemed so happy to see me and we went for a drink, he always has a smile on his face and it makes me so happy to be around him, he is still as beautiful as the day I met him. Dani keeps telling me she thinks he is gay but I don't know, he is just really friendly I think. If he were gay and offered anything sexual I couldn't resist, with anyone else I would think about it and probably talk myself out of it but I have had a crush on him for over 2 years and he is just such a wonderful guy *sigh*
I bumped into Simon in town, I haven't seen him in a little while which is good because he is my first major crush. He seemed so happy to see me and we went for a drink, he always has a smile on his face and it makes me so happy to be around him, he is still as beautiful as the day I met him. Dani keeps telling me she thinks he is gay but I don't know, he is just really friendly I think. If he were gay and offered anything sexual I couldn't resist, with anyone else I would think about it and probably talk myself out of it but I have had a crush on him for over 2 years and he is just such a wonderful guy *sigh*