I haven't felt like this in a long time. I am angry. I haven't been angry in three years. I haven't expressed that kind of intense emotion in years. I didn't think I was angry, but I am. All that time... effort... caring... NOTHING. I've been keeping it all in for a long time. YEARS!! It feels so good to let it out. Thank you for helping ( Read more... )

For those of you unfamiliar with the ladder theory of male/female friendship relations, I will enlighten. We all know that sometimes male/female friendships become cross over into romantic relationships. Some go as far as to say that it is impossible for a man and a woman to truly be "just friends". However, the truth seems to be a bit more ( Read more... )

Okay... so there is this girl that I know. She is beautiful, smart, kind, she knows what she wants, and she has a certain... je ne se qua. I know that is cliche, but it is accurate. I cannot describe it in one word. She has the ability to simplify things, but not in a naive sense. But there are problems. Most notably, the old friend problem ( ( Read more... )

Laurel and I have talked and reached closure. She sounds like she is really happy now, finding her place... doing things she really enjoys, etc. I am happy that we were able to find a closing point, but I am still sad. I feel like... well... i dunno... something is not settling well with me right now. I do not know what exactly. I hope she ( Read more... )

So I'm back to school in Gainesville. Not that I didn't enjow my time in Massachusetts, but it was time to get back. There is an interesting twist to my return. I am a Resident Assistant in Hume East for the remainder of the summer. I am very excited. The residents seem nice and my fellow staff members are awesome. Let me see, there is me, ( Read more... )

There is this website that I got into that allows you to create nations. They can be liberal, conservative, oppressive, progressive, etc... I made two nations: The People's Republic of Macronational States (which is a generally free and progressive nation) and The Dominion of Grand Unity (Which has a cold and oppressive government... hee hee hee ( Read more... )

While I shall not go into details, I feel that I must relate a current situation I am currently experiencing. Has anybody else ever been in a situation seems to completely fly in the face of logic? I'm not talking about love and such, but instead a situation that you can make sense of it in your head is to force it to make sense. And as my ( Read more... )

So I have decided to cast of the evils of individuality in favor of the fringe benefits of jumping on the bandwagon. This involves a few things. As that I am an extrospective/extroverted person I have created an online forum for all you voyeurs out there who would like to have an anonymous window into my life. Not that I think anything is wrong ( Read more... )

Ok, here's the deal. I actually wrote a whole bunch, but then I lost it. Now I'm tired and pissy because I did all that and I don't want to do it again right now; so you know what? I won't! I'll write about it next time. On that note, Cheerio.