you know what? even my hair has stopped growing. i'm certain of it. this is why 6 more days of school is too too long, and a 10 page research paper cited two different ways is cause for imbedded expletives, and i should be applying for every scholarship i can find to make my life less stressful in the future but i'm not ( Read more... )

i was talking to my friend online who will be with me next year, a small anecdote of hers i must record ( Read more... )

i don't know when everything at school fell apart. but right now high school is pretty much terrible ( Read more... )

Yesterday I came home with a bad bad headache after watching the lifetime movie "glass house" and screaming small lungs out. Slept from 6 at night to 8 this morning ( Read more... )

10 days 10 days 10 days.
french kissing is such a strange idea.

Notetoself: Listen to 88.5 on Tuesday Nights every chance you get when home. It's jangly 60s pop and delicious.

i can't do the same thing every day anymore with no distractions even at night.
i'd never blame anyone for feeling cold and flatly confused.
i want to move away and shed these extra pounds.

A pen-pal for this summer and next year would be really nice. I must find one soon. I think of postcards with buxom women, cathedrals shot from low angles, quick scrawls made on trains through the italian countryside. Then letters with burnt edges, new england quill pens, maple leaves with thick red veins ( Read more... )

i just arguably wasted 2 hours of my life logged into brad's facebook account (he was showing me distorted pictures taken during finals week) looking up people i certainly shouldn't be dredging up (especially this close to graduation and the effective end of my continuous life here ( Read more... )

there's a class in the yale spanish department solely about lorca that i'm dying to take ( Read more... )

Today i took my last ap exam ever. the dbq was about organized sporting events. they've run out of decent proposals.

Sometimes I see older women who used to have youthful beauty and they'd still be alive if they weren't trying so hard to mimic it.