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Moving forward
I've been seeing things the wrong way. I've been angry at my family for not paying attention. For not showing any interest in me after everything I've told them. What frustrates me most is it took me 5 years to find the strength and courage to show them my vulnerability, and it seems that it hasn't changed much. I've put myself out there and I didn ( Read more... ) -
Absence of interest
Why do people decide to become parents? That is a question that I'd like to ask my parents cos I honestly can't figure out why they had a son and a daughter when it seems that they don't even care or bother to get to know their own children. Living at home is a joke. People don't talk to each other. Everyone's just in front of their laptops with ( Read more... ) -
The reason I can hardly tell.
I can't really tell you the reason why I write. I can't always tell the reason why I do certain things. I only realise after I've done it. Or never. Sometimes it's a simple impulse of artistic expression. Other times it's just a rush of alcoholic devastation. Maybe even an overwhelming flow of emotional extortion. It's hard to explain. As it is ( Read more... ) -
What is substantial
Talking bullshit all the time is easy. It may be fun for some time. But it gets tiring. -
Understand me not.
I hate that feeling when I don't feel like talking to anyone, fake a smile, pretendi to be happy like I always do, but at the same time dont' know what's wrong. -
The perils of being human
There is something I learnt about human relationships. They are fickle. Once rosy, they turn into a living hell, until there is finally nothing at all. Relationships are never a straight line. It's more like a dashed line, with interruptions here and there ( Read more... ) -
8.5.12.16
I have been roaming around in a bad place for quite some time. A place where I should not be and wish to have never had crossed. I do not know how I landed here in the first place. I have come to realise that I really need to start asking for a way out, but I cant ( Read more... ) -
The little significant moments in life
It's that moment where you cannot ignore it anymore and are unable to talk about anyone about it because you do not know how to ( Read more... ) -
Reaching out
Dear reader,
I'm glad you've come across my blog. I can tell you with 100% certainty that you're one of the very few persons who understand. It really does not matter whether I know you or not. That's what I love about the Internet - the anonymity. It's lovely. You don't have to get to know people unless you want to. That way you can't really ( Read more... )
