I forgot that i even had this. Its been what... 3 years!!!!!!!!!! shit that sucks ( Read more... )

It seems that if a person bottles their emotions up, and then has an emotional experience, it opens the flood gates of all that bottled shit and then they piss everyone off. Oh well, whats new.

"It was as if your open wound was saying 'Throw salt in me ( Read more... )

Well as if something had changed during the summer, I feel even more alone now then ever. At school it seems that people that I normally talked to don't really want me hanging around them, probbably because I am a big loser who is akward in conversation, and I'm a metal head that no one really knows. It really hurts being unable to stay in London ( Read more... )

well, since no one really reads this(because i don't have friends) I might as well just post that working sucks, and I want to pay my dad off. I owe 300$ for tuition.

This last year is going to be tough because I have nothing to look forward to anymore, except maybe playing some shows.

life here sucks

What metal band are you?
Death
You are Death! You are one of the key inventors of modern day death metal. With every album you've always gotten better. You're well respected in the music industry. The metal world wept when your band creator passed away from a brain tumor. Symbolism is an important property in your music.

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Well somehow my tendons in my other hand are swelling, i think i may have a condition, i just think this is highly unfair of life to throw at me. Plus recent occurances in my life seem to support that life hates me. But i guess from suffering comes great art. If that is the case id rather make bad art.

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You know most people come into life with the chance to make the best out of it with hard work and persistance. Although there are always unfortunate events that happen to people, some people seem to have that figurative dark cloud that looms over their head ( Read more... )

That last naruto episode was so fucking cool, I can't wait to see next weeks. I mean one of my favorite characters come back... how sweet that is.