DREAMERI close my eyes ( Read more... )

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I have to truly love myself and take responsibility for my actions. I want to earn people's respect, I want to make people proud of me, I want to be proud of myself. Who sets the bar for expectations? How high is too high, how low is too low, when simply breathing seems like an all consuming task in the now. I've stepped back to try and make ( Read more... )

Buried in the darkness, will I bloom once more?
Heaven's light can't reach me, you'll have to pull at me from the core.
Is this real enough for you? Why are we so confused...


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I haven't been on here in... almost two years?! Holy crap!

I read back over some older entries and, wow. This is where I wrote most of the deep stuff. Ah, memories.

My boys are getting so big and smart and handsome!

Life is getting better, slowly but surely. =)

As for my life update... I'm getting divorced later on this month.

I've been doing pretty well, all things considered.

It's 1:30 am and I should probably be getting to bed so I'll mess around on here more later!

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Long time no write in my LJ. I go through phases of LJ/Xanga/Myspace ( Read more... )

The last couple of days have been rather trying, but it's all good now ( Read more... )

I just typed out a long entry, and my computer decided to freeze up. So I had to restart it, grrr.

Computer, I spork you.

I'm too lazy to type all of that again right now. So I'm just going to post some funny pictures!

Signs in foriegn languages are awesome sometimes.


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