i hate it so much. just wanna leave for vietnam/san diego and forget all this crap.

So I got rejected from UCLA and Cal. I guess I guess I"ll be off to UCSD, which is a good school. And I'm not writing this post to complain about the fact that I got rejected from my First Choice; I'm writing this cause I feel regretful about not trying hard in school ( Read more... )

It's 2 AM and I'm so sleepy but I still feel like something here. Seems like things change again and I dont' get to talk to certain people anymore so I have to write them out here again ( Read more... )

I don't want to ever have too much hope on anything. It's most of the time that when I have too much hope in something, I will end up not getting it in the end. Things that I achieved are usually things I never expected to happen. College applications were turned in, and I learned not to have too much hope on it. But at the same time I do because I ( Read more... )

I miss DECA.

so much.

It's so weird how I just stopped using LJ for a while, even though so many things happened. I guess now I feel like talking about things to my friends than writing them out here ( Read more... )

I start to feel bad now about not giving a crap about college and classes. It's when Kumar told me he was going to re-read my college essays the 3rd time to make sure I addresses the right idea, when even a physics teacher actually cares about my college essays and my college application. It's when Rodocker and Chung said my 2nd essay was really ( Read more... )

today i read a blog entry of a friend and found out that she doesn't live with her dad ( Read more... )

It's kind of ironic how what I look forward the most for next year is features layout. College application and SAT are super important to me too but I don't know why I don't care as much about them as how the features layouts are going to look like next year ( Read more... )