So I haven't been around for a long while, no big surprise. When do I ever really keep up with this damned thing anyhow, eh?

So many things have happened, good and bad. Surprisingly enough, so much good has happened that I don't seem to have the want to bitch about the bad. At least not right now. ^_~

I'm glad I'm back on this at least, it's a way ( Read more... )

I'm not sure what exactly kept me away from the journal so long. I recall enjoying bitching about random and notso random things. I usually got a kick out of some of the shit i'd write.
Either way? I'm sure i'm gonna be back to updating on at least a semi-regular basis.

I have some serious choices to be made...

I can move back to West Virginia, get ( Read more... )

It's been forever since I last updated. Isn't that... typical? Hahaha ( Read more... )

Well, save for a nice, organized life, with mr. right, and and and... yeah.

So get this... I had my usual appointment at Healthy Beginnings with Dr. Sosic Wednesday, February 2nd.  Usual exam: weight, blood pressure, notes of complaints, temperature, pulse... and then a cervix check. He said I was dilated 5 cms... and then it all happened at once ( Read more... )

I had an exceedingly excruciating amount of pain yesterday in my lower back and all through my stomach. Thought it was muscles, so I didn't really pay much attention.
It continued... didn't ease up. Both my grandmother and mother thought it best for me to go to the hospital.
So I went.

Last night was the first night I have stayed in the hospital ( Read more... )

I... am exhausted. Something must seriously be dead set against me ever getting a really good night's sleep. Hell, getting sleep in general these days is nearly impossible. x.x 
I saw the clock at 7:30 this morning. Just to be woken up at 8 to get up for the appointments and stuff. (Dr.Sosic, WIC, the hospital, the library, Wally-World, the car shop ( Read more... )

The internet is really being a nazi.
It hates me.
Alone.
Noone else in this house.
Just me.
I think it's because i'm not grumpy.
Well.. I take that back.
I am.
But... not like everyone else.
Can't download.
Can't chat.
Can't surf.
Well... I can.
Just not for very long.
I'm serious.
The internet hates me.
Loathes and despises me.
Here comes the hero.

He fixed ( Read more... )

Given the circumstances, today has so far been at least somewhat decent. There's been no screaming.. or bickering...
Everyone's on eggshells though.

I'm going to call the people I can today and wish them a Merry Christmas... it'll probably just end up being family and a couple friends around here... I don't know how much I have on my phonecard. >.>
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I put my away messages up... walked down the hall, found out for sure mom is going to her mass... went downstairs and grabbed my laundry.. Gram was in the laundry room, so I hurried up to avoid confrontation ( Read more... )

I don't think I could be any more disappointed than I am right now. I don't suppose i'm exactly upset, or sad.. pissed.. or anything like that. Just... disappointed. Which is generally the worst thing i've ever been.

I'm disappointed in Carl.. I called his parents yesterday, they said he was suppose to be there for Christmas Eve (unless I totally ( Read more... )