i forgot to mention that i have a new journal it's amuse_me_doll

i got caught.
im sick
im lonely
someone please tell me everything is going to be alright.....
no, nobody really cares when its all said in done
tell me if u really give a fuck
then take a look at it and figure out why u really do...i nearly always guarantee it's for your own selfish good.

i have red hair now.

I feel like im insulting myself....im insulting my itelligence in getting "thrashed" every fucking weekend... so what is this life leading us to? All I have is stupid pills??? Give me a fucking break. If Im gong to do sometihing must i stoop to such a level of popping drug store pills? At least do something real....i dont know...im going to find ( Read more... )

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i need to have a bandit weekend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i intend to no matter what..and i need some new styles.

okay so who want to go on another adventure with me? this time we will travel abroad to Great Britain. Who's up for it....we'll get away for all this and live the only life we should...the only life that's for me....perhaps we'll become ( Read more... )

So tired of trying to live up to other people's expectations....
I loved friday....afteraffects not so great...but i loved it...now it's halloween...nothing to do...again

found a new band....lacuna coil

so the last two days ive been listening to lacuna coil and nuclear rabbit non stop

*throws up*

i like the new layout... makes me hungry... for MEAT! FLESHMEAT! yumm.

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yes so today was alright...i went shopping with my mum a little bit and i got what i needed done. i saw this wonderful little jacket that i fell in love with at papaya but i cant afford it so maybe there's another way......i guess ill see...and once again school is postponed. i officially start thurseday. hopefully tomorrow i can go check out ( Read more... )

yes so...not much happening. bored. i want to get out...want to be on something. not feel...i was hoping to score some pills or something...i was told to ask colin...everyone pointed in his direction. dont realy want to do thta...seems like everyone's getting thrashed these days. i did manage to score a cigarette though. and even if i take stuff i ( Read more... )