Good day everyone, or at least i wish it was. To tell the truth every morning I wake up hopin that this new day would be nothing like the old one, things would go better then they ever had! Each day i get more and more let down! It's like I can't even do something so simple as lettin some from my past go without screwing it up ( Read more... )

Man it's been awhile!! Sorry ( Read more... )

Man i just get home from camp and the stress is already packed back on!! First off cheerleading started! My team is half retarded i swear! I don't no what to do, my dreams of being pulled up on Varsity got crushed when a girl decides that she is going to rejoin again!! Now there is only one spot open and I'm not goin to go if I can't take ( Read more... )

God do u get a person in ur life that you think you know really well and then they do or say something to suprise the hell out of u ( Read more... )

YEha so tomorrow i leave for cheer camp.....i dunno i guess i'm pumped but not really........some of team i really don't like so it will be hard to get along with ( Read more... )

Eli is scheldued for surgery tomorrow........i keep gettin more worried as the time approaches! What if his lung calspes and they can't bring him back? Man Bri don't think about this again.....I can't afford anymore depression right now ( Read more... )

Today was one of the weirdist days I have had in awhile! Ok i go this morning to have my mouth looked at because of surgery and all and they pull on the chains and what not so it already hurts and then my cousin decided to call me and wants to spend and hour on the phone with me! I'm like hey i love you and i'm here for you but i have to go my ( Read more... )

God guys can be SOOO stupid!! THey need to be smacked or shipped off somewhere. they are all the same when it comes to relantionships or however u spell it ( Read more... )

Man what do i do? I miss him so much!! He treated me so good and now it's all gone!!! Will he ever come back? he was the only one I could be myself around, and now what am I to do if someone else is to get his heart ( Read more... )

Things are becoming way too confusing! The thoughts are all mixed up in my head and I can't seem to straigten them out. Eli's numbers are gettin so high.........he is at a 4.9 when it took them 5months are he was first told he had it to reach a 3! This is totally awesome, but what if we are getting our hopes up so high that the slightest thing ( Read more... )