Jul 17, 2005 23:22
Man what do i do? I miss him so much!! He treated me so good and now it's all gone!!! Will he ever come back? he was the only one I could be myself around, and now what am I to do if someone else is to get his heart?
I told myself that once we broke up I would leave it at that but i never expected to come so fast! He promised me to stay with me for awhile, but i guess it's just a guy thing, THEY ALL LIE!!!! I still wanna be best friends with him but I think I will get jealous when he is with another girl. I should have never dated him. When will I learn that best friends are meant to stay that way and not to go any farther?
I am so stupid half the time that I will probally never learn! It will just keep happenin until I have dated all my guy friends and screwed everything up!!
I need to stay out of the dating game for awhile, that's what i need to do!! Not go lookin for someone but have someone come lookin for me! Yeah i've tried that one before too!! Didn't really work either!
*Bri*