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Eli is scheldued for surgery tomorrow........i keep gettin more worried as the time approaches! What if his lung calspes and they can't bring him back? Man Bri don't think about this again.....I can't afford anymore depression right now!
My parents keep layin into me about how I could be better at this or i need to work harder at that!! Well I'm sorry if they don't know this by now but I do try!! I try sooo hard at somethings that I will work myself up and then I am a mess!! I hate doin that i hate tryin to please everyone........I can never just be myself....well i could at one tiome but won't get into that! It's like again nothing I do is EvER gonna be good enough for them! I give..........
On a lighter note....things are goin good with cheerleading! I'm so pumped for homecoming!! I promised myself I would have my round-off backhandspring!!! I hope I can pull through! So if you believe I can please encourage me through a post of something!!!
Well i'm tired....went out on the boat and Kam hung out!!! O yeah i got yelled at that too! Whatever......so if anyone gets bored give me a call and we can chat since i'm leavin in a day or two!!!!
Love always,
*Bri*
My parents keep layin into me about how I could be better at this or i need to work harder at that!! Well I'm sorry if they don't know this by now but I do try!! I try sooo hard at somethings that I will work myself up and then I am a mess!! I hate doin that i hate tryin to please everyone........I can never just be myself....well i could at one tiome but won't get into that! It's like again nothing I do is EvER gonna be good enough for them! I give..........
On a lighter note....things are goin good with cheerleading! I'm so pumped for homecoming!! I promised myself I would have my round-off backhandspring!!! I hope I can pull through! So if you believe I can please encourage me through a post of something!!!
Well i'm tired....went out on the boat and Kam hung out!!! O yeah i got yelled at that too! Whatever......so if anyone gets bored give me a call and we can chat since i'm leavin in a day or two!!!!
Love always,
*Bri*