I am laughing right now because there is honestly no hope for humanity. We are a bunch of cowardly lying sacks of shit who like to slip out of situations we don't like lightly. STOP LYING AND BEING SO FUCKING CARELESS. Jesus. Is it so hard to be modest

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life is pretty stupid

I love it how I come here the second I feel lost. I love it how this journal can't question why I do what I do, or ever help me, give me advice. There is no advice for stupidity. You are what you are, and if you're stupid, you're stupid. There is no cure for the disease that I have, other than time and growth. There is no solution for getting what ( Read more... )

I think it's time to really look at and address my problems ( Read more... )

I am laughing right now because there is honstly no hope for humanity. We are a bunch of cowardly lying sacks of shit who like to slip out of situations we don't like lightly. STOP LYING AND BEING SO FUCKING CARELESS. Jesus.

My life is not a mess, it's just nothing.

I've been inspired for the moment. Of just how wonderful my days have been. It seems like I have experienced so many different things in the past month than I have in maybe a year of my life. And I understand. I understand why my best friend got addicted to drugs. I understand why my parents are addicted to money, work, medications, and perfection ( Read more... )

I realized today that my face is fat. Along with the rest of me. BLOB BLOB BLOBBER BLOB. And only in sunset does anything really inspire me. My house also smells like unnatural house. I just don't really expect my house to smell like anything but it in fact does. Is it really suprising to wake up without a name these days? I wish I knewwww where I ( Read more... )

I feel desolation in who I am. For a while I've been ignoring it. I take each day as it is, and take only but all of what it gives me. I not only see my future and each day but I feel it. I don't feel harmony, peace, and happiness as a whole, but only take the strands of which I'm given. I am empty. Every day and all days are empty. Routine and ( Read more... )