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I got one thing i never told anyone before..
it may sounds weird, but i'm afraid of going to sleep..
it's not the sleeping part that i'm afraid of, it's more the process of being asleep that i fear of so much..

when you're going to sleep, first of all u got to stop doing anything rite?
that's the part i hate the most.
here's the thing, when i stop doing ( Read more... )

I made some wallies of Ohno a long long long time ago..
i forget where did i get the pic from, forgive me :(

i love my wallies to be simple, so i made it soooooo simple..
this way we can have a better look at riida's face, ne?
Lol.

just click on the pic for a larger image..

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I guess i was disappering for a long time, ne?

i was sit here, in front of my PC, ALL DAY.
and still cant bring myself to do my assignment
*sigh...

does somebody know about any abnormal behavior case, especially in Indonesia?
if u do, please PM me and tell me about it.
I'm desperate..

My sister got her copy of Arashi's My Girl Single about an hour ago..
i ( Read more... )

Today i just feel so out of place and annoyed and sad at the same time..
i feel so weird standing there in the crowd with my mind just took off somewhere.
i miss everything..

can't tell what i miss exactly,
just simply everything..

it feels like all these times i've been living in a wrong place and time.
and there's someplace out there where i really ( Read more... )

There's something about midnight that makes me high.
it excites me to walk along the road where i hear no people talks..
how the cold wind passes through your body and blows your hair..
and the chilly atmosphere you found yourself got into.
it really feels great.

These past to days got me thinking..
i guess i really really have to re-format my mind from now on.
*sigh 

i stumbled once on a video about Nina, a little girl who lives at Japan with her parents.
her dad is an American, and her mom is a Japanesse.
i can't tell much about her, except her cuteness, Lol.
see it yourself, ne?

Click to view

and still there's a ton of her videos..
it seems that her dad's making those vid so they're family in US can see how nina's growing ( Read more... )

Do you ever feel lonely?
so bad that it hurts you just to hear people talking around you.
i do.
i am now.

people always say that it's just my mind's messing up with me.
but it always feels real, doesn't it?
i mean there're really people die because of it.
and i was barely there.
maybe i'm thankful that i'm still alive
and maybe i don't.
being alive means ( Read more... )