Alone........ Part II

[sienata]

 
The continuation of my Jake & Heath RPS, Alone......

It hadn’t taken long - ten days maybe - before reality had hit them dead center. Heath had had his first close call leaving Jake’s trailer at four in the morning, then later that same day he’d overheard some speculation about the love scenes, someone wondering how much they were having to fake it

Comments

[riverton44]

I cannot read this story - not now anyway - but I'm so glad you're still writing...

[sienata]

It's pretty sad. It will still be here when you are ready, barring anything awful that I can't imagine happening.

Feel better soon. S.

[maskari66]

Thanks sweetie, it was hard to read,I didn't want to , but I couldn't resist,your writing is so beautiful,I can't imagine what Jake feels right now we didn't know Heath personally and we cried and missed him a lot, he knew him,it must be hard....poor baby I just hope he is doing well.

[sienata]

Thanks for reading. I'm glad you enjoy my writing. I'm going through such a hard time right now with all this, and I feel like my writing just totally sucks. Hopefully I'll perk up. I wish I could change it, but I'm not sure how.

I feel sorry for Jake too. I can't even think about it much in reality. the fiction is the only sadness i can stand right now.
S.

[tizi17]

i am speechless, i cannot explain what i feel now after your story... really brokenhearted.
but i thank you nonetheless for writing this, you must have suffered through it. but maybe it helped.

[sienata]

Thanks for reading. I knew that this isn't really what folks are wanting to read, but it's what i really needed to write. I'm hoping i can get to a happier place again soon. I appreciate your comment. s.

[camillar]

Wow S this was really incredible! Hard to read and sad, but very well done. I don't know what really happened between these two, but they obviously had a strong connection and I'm sure Jake is heartbroken right now. Thanks for sharing this!
Camilla

[sienata]

Thanks for reading. It was hard to write, but for some reason i really wanted to think about this stuff... get the most out of my sadness so that when it moves on it will really move on.

I have no idea what things were really like, probably just blah work buds whatever, but this is what I like to think. s.

[baileymoyes]

This is just so beautiful even though I read it very fast, like ripping off a Band-Aid. I'll have to read it again later, because you evoke the boys so well that you make it real for me and this particular reality is still hard to take. But the way you wrote them together made me feel good too. I'm not making sense, but I know you'll understand anyway. Love you.

[sienata]

hey... i'm not making much sense these days either. i'm a f'n mess right now, but i'll be better eventually. i'm just rolling with it, however i feel, that's how i feel. i enjoyed my visit so much. can't wait for the canoeing. love you too, jane