rest in peace dear livejournal....

whoa. the last two and a half weeks have sucked major ass, for the most part... bad enough to be totally ditched, but worse for not knowing why or what i did to deserve it... i hate humans. i have no respect for, or faith in, the human race ( Read more... )

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wow. i just cried my eyes out this morning. today was the Mary/senior ceremony... the homeroom teachers stand up and give each senior a rose and a prayer card and all that gay stuff. and i've always said that i hated the school... but i looked around, at all of my seniors, and realized that i will never see most of these people again. i ( Read more... )

don't you just effing love how people ditch you, and then act like nothing is wrong ( Read more... )

A - Age you got your first kiss: hm… I think ten. Joey DiMarco ( Read more... )

so yea. i started a journal post before, but i had to go, and it wouldn' go in. but i really don't feel like typing that shit all over again ( Read more... )

weird feeling. now that certain people have put iraq in my head, i don't think that it would be sucha bad idea. i'mnot really afraid of going there. i'm just afraid of failing. i'm afraid of not being good enough. so yea ( Read more... )

what the hell is my problem? i just fucking started crying in anatomy last period, and i can't explain why. i feel so overwhelmed right now, and... i don't know why. (i'm so lost/ i'm barely here/ i wish i could explain myself/ but words escape me/ it's too late/ to save me/ it's too late/ you're too late ( Read more... )