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wow. i just cried my eyes out this morning. today was the Mary/senior ceremony... the homeroom teachers stand up and give each senior a rose and a prayer card and all that gay stuff. and i've always said that i hated the school... but i looked around, at all of my seniors, and realized that i will never see most of these people again. i realized that they will be the people that were there while i grew up; they were the ones that watched it happen. they honestly were the best family that i've had... hey, we all had our rough days, but they never abused me, they never shunned me, and there was always someone there to listen if i ineeded it.
so sitting there i realized that I took my four years at stella maris for granted. and i wish i could do it over again. change certain things, take back things i said to some...
i looked around and realized that that was the safest i will ever be. surrounded by people who believed in me, and thought i could do better...
i'll finish this later. bell rang.
so sitting there i realized that I took my four years at stella maris for granted. and i wish i could do it over again. change certain things, take back things i said to some...
i looked around and realized that that was the safest i will ever be. surrounded by people who believed in me, and thought i could do better...
i'll finish this later. bell rang.