...and then one day.
this cute red hair-ded boy randomly came up from connecticut
to hang with me while i delivered pizzas.

and he came bearing a gift of
the fear before the march of flames album.
i had mentioned to him offhand that i couldn't get ahold of it.
he remembered.
and delivered.

swoon.

i used to hate cell phones...
but now i hate car accidents.

fuck ME.
and yes, i'm fine.

the car has damage.

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okay, okay. i'll admit it.
last night was great.

and my friends care about me a lot.
thank you all.
♥

despite this city sucking at life, there certainly are some beautiful spots in which to watch a sunset. and i guess i can attribute that to pizza delivery and knowing the roads so well ( Read more... )

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social situations such as the bar scene make my depression that much worse.
all i want is to be at home with my boyfriend.
watching tv. laughing. cuddling. just us. together.

but it won't happen.

i think it's a bad sign that at twenty-two years old, i wish i was engaged.

and i know to who.