hey! right here!
you got it.
leave me a secret/confession/issue you're dealing with.

in the comments. open. anonymous. no ip address.
i am compiling these for a reason.
please help a sista out.

and... GO!

five years ago today, president bush was supposedly shocked to hear that two planes had flown into the world trade center, despite having fair warning of such events ( Read more... )

dear friends:

i have created a new livejournal and have already added a handful of you.
i have decided it to be friends only, due to lurkers.
if you are NOT added and would like to be, please leave a comment on the new page.
emily_battleaxe

thank you,
management.

there's just no more to be done.
no more words, no more actions.
it's just as it is. with no further progress.

such a terrible thing to know.
such a terrible waste of love.

it's in god's hands now.
realizations or not.

but i'm glad i got to see the room.

so maybe the day wasn't a total waste ( Read more... )

worked on my portfolio. sorted out some dates ( Read more... )

aaaarrrrggggghhhhhh.
when will these feelings just GO AWAY.

i just want ONE DAY OFF.
one day where my mind doesn't wander on to what-ifs.
and how-it-should've-beens.
and what-i-did-wrongs.

fuck you.

i just realized how happy i am to be leaving westfield in four short months ( Read more... )

hopesfall ( Read more... )

if i were truly happy with how our relationship was,
i would not have done the things i did.

i just have to keep that in mind.